尼塔塔

很多东西，没有直接的指导，只能靠自己慢慢摸索，难免会走错路，走弯路。周围并没有人有与我相同的经历，很多东西很难借鉴，然而自己选的，没有办法，不厉害的人，只能一点一点完成目前的事，至于到头来能不能收获点什么，也是未知。如果可以，我想回到很久以前，reshape myself.

so many things that I cannot understand and even I cannot guess. there are such difficulties as barriers to stop me, I know I cannot handle all of them, but like the song said, the world will keep on turning. please, turning it.